As I sit in front of my computer,...looking at the pile of laundry that looks like it will never end!! I am just tired of not having some type of organization system. Ugh!! I have found soo many great ideas from other bloggers but I honestly don't know/ have the funds to do some of the things since I can't buy organization stuff like a calendar yeah I am that broke just enough for bills!! yes,...I am ranting and hope that this may just relieve some of my stress...plus am I weird but coffee is just not cutting it for me no more I need energy I feel so drained!! I see my life just passing by and I just cant function....I secretly want to be that supermom that does everything and more!! but how? if it is soo hard for me to even wake up in the morning let alone become this alter ego of perfection!! I have alot to learn but feel like my life has no meaning ,....how sad,...