Friday, October 9, 2009

Closer to God, Weight loss journey!!

So,...I am getting the laundry done yes even now at this time,...all the kids are asleep and I have major catching up since I was sick for the last almost two weeks!! I have discovered why I am soo miserable: A: Need to really get back in to my christian mode and focus on God!! B: weight loss!!!! I have stopped going to the gym and have yet to lose my baby weight,...I had struggled with the baby weight last year when I had my youngest but I was working out and feeling good so it was okay,..but now it is ridiculous I have actually gained more weight than when I was pregnant. I now weigh 137 lbs!! yes that is huge I am only 4"11!!! Now, I do have boobs and hips so I will never and have never had a nicole richie body but I am majorly overweight!! I should be at 115 lbs!!! So I am like 22 lbs over and not looking cute trust me!! I am also sluggish no energy and unhappy!! well, not no more I am not going to be down on myself I am going to pull myself up and lose this weight!!! I will post pics up tomorrow and get my butt back to the gym,....this may not be easy but I have no choice,....I refuse to live like this any day longer I have to make this change!!!!!!

xoxo,
Daisy

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