Hello,.Lovelys,..I am Proud to say that I have started to get back into my faith and grow stronger in Christ. I started back on Monday with the kick off of the women's bible study. The book that we are getting into is
Uncensored Truth by Jud
Wilhite, who is our pastor as well. My "homework" for this week was to read the first three chapters. I have done the first chapter and felt the need to write down my thoughts as I begin this study. As I read, this sentence struck out to me: " Your view of God will impact every area of your life. Your view of people, of problems, of money, of work, of this life and the next". WOW!!
Unfortunately, my life is very complicated due to decisions I have made. I don't have it together like other blogging christian mothers out there. I have been
through it all and back. It's very hard since the decisions linger on even though that is in the past. I wish I could be an inspiration and be looked at and admired by my "almost perfect life".
I really feel that if my view of God was different and I actually had a genuine relationship with him my problems would still be there BUT
at least I would be able to handle them differently without them making me an emotional wreck!! As of now, I still have questions and confusion and I just want to really dig deep and be informed and UNDERSTAND!!! I know
Christ died on the cross for our sins and
I'm thankful but I just want to be strong in my faith.
So, I ask for Prayers as I start my journey again and for patience that it's not going to come over night. Thank you and God Bless all of you!!
